Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Well. Sedaq tak sedaq dah masuk dua mingg dah kan cuti? Hermm. Thats mean sekolah pun dah nak bukak. (shit!) Why cepat sangat? Hell yeah. Kerja sekolah aku masih dalam proses. Huhu. Yeah. Pity me. But heyy. Whos care? Hahah. Janji bahagia sudah. Noh noh?

Weh. Owang macam hang nei bole berjaya kaa? Say what? Hahaha. Tataw. Law bole bole laa law tak tak laa. Heee. (senyum sampai telinga) Well. KIta nei bukannya bole ikut telunjuk owang (kecuali kalau ada owang lagu tuh) idup kita kita laa yang tentukan. Kalau ikut telunjuk owang tak ka musnah idup tuh? Huhu. Yaa. Teori aku. Yala. Watpa nak ikut telunjuk owang? Hang kuli ka? Idup hang hang punya pasai laa. Apa kes owang len nak tentukan. Ye dak? An an? An?

So hampa semua nei patut contohi aku, (abaikan) Aku nei baik hampa taw dak? Okay. Ehem! Kadang kadang jahat SIKIT. Sikit jaa tak banyak pun. Kira dok sakat owang bagi owang marah teguq cara salah kaa haha jahat sikit laa tuh.Kan kan?  Heee. (senyum lagi) Well. Sapa tak kenai aku maybe dy tak ngam laa ngan aku but sapa yang kenai aku taw laa aku cena. Haha. Tak penah aku nak cari gaduh. Law ada pun mesti ada sebab. Tak kira laa besaq mana pun sebab tuh janji ada sebab. Heee. (senyum lagi dan lagi)

The truth is i miss my friend. A lot. Kawan kawan sekolah rendah. I miss you guys. I need you guys so fucking damn much! I dont have friend like you guys anymore. Im just all alone. But thats okay. I can face it. It is not so bad. Right? Im fine. Yeah. Maybe sometimes i miss him. The one who i can trust i can hang on and he who always there when i need him. But its okay. Its a fact now that were just friend. I guess. I miss you. :)

Who knows maybe he left me because of my fault. Stupid. Selfish. And many more. Haha. Silly right? HOMAIGOD. Okay. Stop. Stop thinking of him. Thinking of what you are thinking now anis! Wake up! You can do it. PMR is around the corner. You can do it. :')

p/s ; sometimes when i think about this i feel like crying. oh. i wish i can cry.